Wandering through a world unsure,
while being white and ripped apart.
Scream like everyone shouldn’t feel.
I must cope with being white.
Bright black before new torn life.
Become dazzling inside between me and now.
Always scary back from moments away with
I’ve been red girl, but now purple woman.
Going ahead with what I don’t have.
Confusing old feelings that can’t come home.
I want strange new help.
And not have one from all.